February 2010
109 posts
i love snack packs. especially the chocolate ones. mmmmmm
All you facebook users out there add me....
January 2010
125 posts
How in the hell can people go to bed at 3a.m. and...
i can't seem to get this out of my mind.
This weekend has been amazing but also depressing as well. Things have been rough with me and my love. I mean, this is his birthday week and I feel as though I’m really fucking it up. I don’t understand why I get so attached to the opposite sex. I feel so secure with trevor. All weekend I have been hanging out with my girlfriends just so I can keep myself from crying and fighting...
annaszczekutowicz:
sometimes i worry about…. what if after all these years of schooling, all these years or preparing for the future, what if you die in the mean time? will that preparation be a waste of time when you did not truly live 100%? what if we just did what we wanted, all the time?
When I was 8 years old my father and I was on the beach looking at the waves crashing back and forth....
today made me realize a lot of things
1. I need girlfriends. I need friends. 2. I can’t fullfill happiness in any mans life. 3. I got a disfunctional family. 4. I really can’t stand anyone here in my town. 5. I’m quitting my photography, i’m frustrated and irritated with it. 6. I really need to start drinking or doing drugs more. fuck today.
i love how lady gaga refers to her fans as little monsters.
aw, my who i’d like to meet on my profile sounds depressing. “i have already found my love but i haven’t found a best friend that is a female. i would love to meet a classy lady that i can take photographs of and not just talk about gossip. i have always been the girl in the boys group.”
it’s true though. i’ve only had 1 close girlfriend in my teenage years...
wake up foot. quit being asleep.
ask me a question, it's been awhile. →
okay so i’m really fucking bugged out right now. i’m home alone. at my boyfriends house, and i’m so inspired. lately i have not been taking photographs. i have all these ideas but i don’t plan on taking photographs of myself. I want to take photographs of a model. I’ve been on model mayhem, myspace, local shows etc etc. seeking for an ideal model to use. but everyone...
tonight when I came home from work, hurt tonight when I came home from work there he unforeseen sat in the kitchen buttering himself a bread and the cat was on his knee and smiled at me tonight when I came home from work tonight when I came home from work there he unforeseen passed the guitar and said ‘I battered my car right now won’t you please give me your chair’ we had a...
rarrararararara, i’m officially home alone. writing / photo time!
:)
boyfriend is at work. i’m going to be home alone at his house until 3:30p.m.. it’s 8:38 a.m. and it’s beautiful outside. i should take photographs today. his backyard is amazing.
off to the sharks game. i’ll post tomorrow. see you guys.
flossdaily:
tuffteal:
flossdaily:
tuffteal:
In my younger and more vulnerable years my father gave me some advice that I’ve been turning over in my mind ever since. “Whenever you feel like criticizing any one,” he told me, “just remember that all the people in this world haven’t had the advantages that you’ve had.”
the great...
flossdaily:
tuffteal:
In my younger and more vulnerable years my father gave me some advice that I’ve been turning over in my mind ever since. “Whenever you feel like criticizing any one,” he told me, “just remember that all the people in this world haven’t had the advantages that you’ve had.”
the great gatsby, chapter 1
one of my...
favorite catcher in the rye quote
I don’t even know what I was running for - I guess I just felt like it.
In my younger and more vulnerable years my father gave me some advice that I’ve been turning over in my mind ever since. “Whenever you feel like criticizing any one,” he told me, “just remember that all the people in this world haven’t had the advantages that you’ve had.”
the great gatsby, chapter...
it's my loves 20th birthday today.
once upon a time there was a lady with only the dreams of finding love.
i wish my sister would just act 17. and not 9 when she finds out i’m using the computer. EVERYTIME i swear whenever i get the family laptop she comes home and wants it. and than realizes I JUST GOT IT. and bitches about it. UGH. i need to get my own computer, fuck it.
i don’t understand what makes people believe that change is good. i mean in some situations, i guess it’s ‘necessary’. but seriously, i believe now i know the reason why i can’t stand people. why i can’t even have the guts to go out and be-friend any individual. i’m really sick of having friends that one minute there involved in your life, and than for...
i’m really really inspired today.
sun bursts and wind blinds i had finally woke up what am i going to do for myself i’m just trying to get a piece of mind i’m just trying to stand under
sweaty palms and the smell of pine my toes are still cold my brain is still messy my lips are dry and my eye is still blind
i’m so lost
messy messy brain. go away.
i hate hot water. i hate hot weather. i hate hot chocolate. i hate hot tea. i hate hot rain. i must be a really cold person
open your eyes its only the real world.
You were born inside of a raindrop I watched you falling to your death And the sun, well, she could not save you She’d fallen down to, now the streets are wet Body of water, toxic and timeless Atlantic Ocean, New York skyline I always get lost when I leave the village So I couldn’t come meet you in Brooklyn last night But I sing glory from my lowest And I will say peace to the people I...
i want to dip my toes in the snow
i wish my blind eye wasn’t so blind tongue-twisted lies and creative minds.
Quiet, The Trees Might Hear You.
i fold my hands behind my back and whisper in your ear of the summer breeze you look in my green eyes and laugh i guess i’m not the kind of girl to please
Ah work Mr. N key on my computer
WHAT THE HELL. ARGH!
my mother is irritating. last night she gave me her atm card to use. a few hours later she came out of her room and i told her i didn’t need it. so she expected me to just put it back into her wallet. even though i clearly said i wasn’t gonna need it she can take it back. now shes at store and she calls me asking for her atm card. ah, god damn it. of course its just sitting on the...
its kinda cool to have a boyfriend that can play the guitar and actually sing pretty decent. i’m sure he’s sick of me asking him to play a song for me.
“i miss doing diptyphs. i need to bring that shit back!”
i changed my myspace name to “lady.” i have no idea why. i’m ready for bed. goodnight moon.